So the first week is over and I know for sure that this training is going to be a harrowing experience. It should not come as no surprise that I am not an expert. I have a hard time admitting to myself that I need to learn a lot. Cale and I have this one thing in common is that we cannot get over the fact that we are not great at everything.
I did have one great day. I was able to get through the entire night without screwing anything up. I know that I can do it again. The thing that seems to screw me up the most is my own nevres. I get worked up about one mistake and make mistake after mistake to try and make up. My Trainer is not putting any pressure on me at all. He doesn't have to do that. I can get it done. But I keep pulling and I know that God brought me here so he thinks that I can get through it. I believe God will be backing me up the whole time. I know that some of you might want get some specifics of what I have seen and what I am doing. I will do a stories entry the next time. There are too many stories to go through in one blog.
